KMAN Publication Inc. (KMANPUB) Journal of Assessment and Research in Applied Counseling (JARAC) 7 Serial Number 25 2025 04 01 The Phenomenology of Self-Alienation in People With High Perfectionistic Traits The Phenomenology of Self-Alienation in People With High Perfectionistic Traits 245 254 10.61838/kman.jarac.7.2.28 EN Journal Article 2025 01 04 <table> <tbody> <tr> <td> <p><strong>Objective:</strong> This study aimed to explore the lived experience of self-alienation among individuals with high perfectionistic traits.</p> <p><strong>Methods and Materials: </strong>A qualitative research design was employed using in-depth semi-structured interviews with 24 participants (13 females, 11 males) aged 21–39 from various regions in India. Participants were purposively sampled based on high perfectionistic tendencies, as determined through a brief screening using items adapted from the Frost Multidimensional Perfectionism Scale. Interviews focused on internal emotional processes, identity-related experiences, and interpersonal functioning. Data collection continued until theoretical saturation was achieved. All interviews were audio-recorded, transcribed verbatim, and analyzed thematically using NVivo software (Version 12) in accordance with a phenomenological approach. Open codes were systematically categorized into subthemes and overarching themes through iterative coding and peer debriefing.</p> <p><strong>Findings: </strong>Four major themes were identified: (1) Disconnection From Authentic Self, characterized by emotional numbing, identity confusion, and suppression of personal desires; (2) Internalized Criticism and Unrealistic Standards, encompassing harsh self-talk, fear of failure, and obsession with flawlessness; (3) Emotional Isolation and Disconnection From Others, marked by relational avoidance, superficial connections, and loneliness; and (4) Existential Emptiness and Loss of Meaning, involving achievement void, value confusion, and lack of intrinsic purpose. Participant narratives revealed a cycle of emotional suppression and performative self-presentation that deepened their sense of alienation and inner fragmentation.</p> <p><strong>Conclusion: </strong>Self-alienation is a central psychological consequence of perfectionistic self-presentation, affecting identity, emotional regulation, and social connection.</p> </td> </tr> </tbody> </table> https://journals.kmanpub.com/index.php/jarac/article/download/4130/7097